ok. i'll go now.

some parts of this blog you will never understand. so forget about guessing.. hahaha. really, sometimes it's just something i want to note down.. ok, watever..

well din do as much as i would have needed to.. studying i mean.. yeah, morning did some.. then training was shit.. wow, 5 ppl turned up.. then kuangyi came and made us go ri play.. went ri.. played some.. was good.. rained. rain rain rain. sheesh, ended up just came back not long ago.. yeah, was watching newcastle-man u for a while downstairs.. din complete it. saw both man u goals though.. rox. roy keane rox. ok, have to get back to mugging soon.. after a shower now.. man, i can't seem to get to mugging these days leh.. like just can't get myself to do it.. damn. ok, neext week's tests aren't bothering me.. of little importance to me.. it should matter actually.. man..

started it today... yay!

actually, the s-cube seminar wasn't too bad.. stupid ppl ask dumb questions though.. some of them.. ha otherwise interesting.. ne stuff. bleah. ok, class lunch was fun.. many many ppl. and how lucky.. very nearly zhonged bird shit.. i swear it just grazed my hair.. watever..

ok, it's getting better.. rox. also, have to try get some work done later.. not really in the mood though.. man, sux.. come on, get motivated.. no time liao!!! arrgh. stilll feeling good nevertheless. take things slowly.. if anything comes out of it.. then great... jia you...

come on... you can do it..

oh yah, tio-ed the welchia worm too. screw lah.. damn wtf.. sheesh, hope everything's cleared..

Good day. mum woke me up an hour early this morning...haha, remember taking a look at the clock but din notice anything wrong..then before we went out, my dad was like why is it so early..really amusing. then went school myself.. really cool. like walking in the morning can be quite fun..yeah. ok, oh yah.. have to mention this.. this week's chem prac was how fun.. most exciting prac i've done.. like damn rush also.. haha. oh, dunnoe if my staying back in school to sutdy really helps.. think it does.. i can never get anything done at home.. will get too distracted by everything.. so much to mug.. next week got phy, math and bio lecture tests.. argh. crap. not ready AT ALL.. think i don really care about these 3 tests.. as long as do well in promos can already... hope i do.. it's good to talk to people.. thanks matt. always good to get things off your chest. ok, well, it's been a good day today.. surprisingly not feeling tired.. not at all leh.. hmm, that's good. that shows i can mug more hopefully.. but then again i'm like how easily distracted.. still damn easily influenced by what others say or do.. it's shit really. sucks. will try to change.. yeah. whoa, things look good. thank God. dunnoe if i should go for training.. i mean i probably will, but is it wise? will have to protect myself.. though have to exercise it also.. hah. have fun. today's bball was good.. still can shoot well.. yay. wait till i get back... hahaha. juz kidding la.. double yay, tomorrow's a slack day. but this period hard to feel really free.. cuz the weight of promos is constantly on me.. yeah, jc will be like that i guess.. 2 years so short.. can only do so much.. i realise there are quite some aspects of me that need some change.. yeah. but guess i have to be grateful for what i am now la.. hmm, should have taken the back gate today...

i guess i'm generally a quiet person.. only open up around ppl i know.. can't tell? it has always been like that lah..just not the talkative type really. not much to say most of the time, it's ok but sometimes bad also.. hmmm. that's why i have something about talking on phone..yeah. it's true.. tough.

today's off day for me.. i mean slacking day.. slept when i reach home after school until 7+.. then was looking through my file..sorting some stuff out.. nothing much to deal with.. only stacks of bio notes to get into my brain..tough stuff, but i can do it.. yeah. must. no choice. oh yah, today i took the bus, the bus driver lost his way lor..like when he made a wrong turn, i was like "wtf??".. thought like got new route or something..amusing.. then he stopped and asked the passengers where to go.. real funny..turned out it was his first time doing this route.. hmm, understand. cool.. then you know how hard it is for buses to u-turn.. haha. amusing incident. yes, tomorrow can be better. keep it high.

i really should get back to work.. yep.

oh yah, tennis for pe today.. surprise arm din hurt much.. only when backhand, hurt quite a bit.. really want it to heal fast.. back to playing soon pls..

man, today was dull.. nothing's happening these days.. sian. i think it's cuz it's kinda close to exams and that's why it's all work and almost no play now.. sadness. hey, relax ppl. hmm, but how to? it's like promos are how important.. s papers and stuff.. arrgh, stress. pressure. or is it just unnecessary pressure.. guess it's always like that, and it'll be like that for some time.. anyway, thanks for keeping me through the night.. need it always...there doesn't seem to be an end to all this piles of work.. damn. it's really scary.. it's true, it never ends.. after you're done with one, there's always countless others around.. damn.

i really don't know how many people come here..it's scary.. everyday someone comes up to me and "you know your blog..." It's scary.. the irony is that last time, when no one reads my crap, i wanted more ppl to.. now, it's totally different.. heck. sheesh, don't make me confused.

vectors is how hard.. finally attempted questions of 12a.. knew how to do, let's say, half of them.. wow, fantastic.. pays to listen in lecture. shit. learnt my lesson. i hope.
hmm, trying to rem what i did yesterday.. can't remember. erm.. only knew how screwed training is.. with no one turning up for training.. bloody shitty. how are we gonna get anything done like this? really hope it's not a fracture or anything.. will find time to go see doctor if need. sheesh. ok, sundays are rest days.. so as usual do nothing much.. as in much less work done today.. but then, these days, i'm cramping myself with mugging, or trying.. yeah, times have changed..
oh yah, and why is there again a seventh month thing right opposite my house?? again.. actually got every year, but since victoria school came, thought they won't come and squeeze into that space anymore.. but no, they just came, and setting up the stuff.. so a noisy time ahead.. which means i'll prob have to study in school.. yeah.
open house team, i should go.. maybe. yep.